i feel very tense and sick and i cant relax
By wish | Updated 09/26/25(Fri)08:26:37
i feel very tense and sick and i cant relax
never let them see you sweat on your first cruise
Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again jerk off and go to sleep >>12544191
>jerk off
too much dxm
Your fortune: Very Bad Luck >>12544180
post your nipples wish your nipples wish why is wish so freakin cute >>12544565
hi,, >>12544765
cute butt pat pat >>12544180
When I feel like that, I drinke or smoke. Those always help me relax.
>>12544191 This is my emergency go-to thing that forces me to relax. Jerkin' yer gerkin' is a sure fire relaxation technique. That's why it's so helpful doing work from home all the time. You can just, jerk off when you get too stressed. >>12544180
>heterosloppia we get it, you were molested. please stop making it everyone elses problem >>12544180
Isn't that how you feel every day? What's the news? also kys 8 times >>12545269
EIGHT?? >>12545267
it will change >>12545360
Why ? U are perfect why can't i look like this ummm go outside or open all your windows.
this could be caused by low ventilation enviornment. trust. >>12544180
get well soon >>12545380
i will i also got these meds from my therapist alongside pramipexole low dose nd lamictal i also take selegiline and trintellix nd bupropion nd sometimes dxm nd sometimes lsd, i stopped other meds besides a lot of supplements
>>12545369
i thinke being a little motivated and goode wuoldnt hurt desu
>>12545372
have u tried?
>>12545525
loll i used to take dxm everyday but rewriting (haha... ...) my brains thoughts to i dont need to rely on it made me not take any tday >>12545526
that's the plan.
*sip*
but it's my understanding that wish will have to die first. at least once. maybe twice.
*sip*
"This life can be very strange"
–Steely Dan
Your fortune: （ ´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ >>12545634
the b in vitamin b stands for benzos
Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger >>12545526
i will get so incredibly epically super win well!
>>12545671
for clarity's sake no?
>>12545683
Wow O.o >>12545697
>clarity's sake
i understand that you wish to die.
possibly more than once.
i just wanted to do a little recording with you once or twice before you check out.
*sigh*
but the people in my life are ass heads and they like to make everything difficult.
maybe someone will school shoot them and be on the six o'clock news.
*sip*
Your fortune: （ ´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ >>12545634
I doubt your brain works properly after taking so many pills. you're like a retarded bunny. >>12545758
gim bunnying so much right now u have noooooo idea,,,,,,,, >>12545758
its not a lot just these and supplements supplements i cna remember r like omega 3 2 a day l methylfolate p5p ksm 55 magnesium ginkgo caffeine nd a lot of other supplements but theyre not rly classified as "drugs" >>12545765
that's hardcore chemistry right thar.
wish is blazing the trail of the psychonauts.
Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!! >>12545778
https://youtu.be/Um7pMggPnug??? >>12545759
bunnying urself o with another bunny, also lewwwd
>>12545765
Do you really take that shit every day? How are you even alive, bitch? also LSD, wtf, I think rather than helping you, they're trying to fry your brain.
>>12545772
your bills must come to around $2,000 just for drugs and supplements. what happens if I take all that away? >>12545781
plsplsplspls p ls dont take things that (probably, LOLE) work for me away!! Uuuu!!!Uuuu Uuuuuuu!!!!!!! >_<
Ya i take taht everyday sometimes stuff in rotation Like memantine nd LSD or like 4 days of selegiline then rotate memantine like taht 2 not lose Tolerance desu,uu,,
i love b unnying myself with my bnuy because we ar bunnying togethe bunny bunny forever bunnies and sweet dreams and water Always,, thx God !!!!! >>12545779
*sip*
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NQloJ
next level distortion.
Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again
clearly you need more psychoactives circulating in you >>12545791
Clearly. >>12545788
well besides those dubs ...if I make 6000 euros in the next 2 years it would mean to have a huge impact and success ...isn't that great ? >>12545862
https://youtu.be/67n3Q9xNkCY?t=528 oh i have this i can try >>12545980
scrobbling is not allowed >>12545988
oh it works well with l methylfolate but also dangerous cuz of serotonin syndrome but like u know lets go GAMBLING and stuff bc its GOOD it means i can scrobblle EVEN MORE songs........ https://youtu.be/-6dOt5PF-Sk >>12546325
moar jam 4 da jam godz i had nerve spasms or whatever that felt like a heart attack each time i tried to go to sleep, i took a few injections from a doctor nd im gonna sleep againe now,, i hope i dont die! ((i think) >>12546578
I don't know why doctors are doing so much to save your pathetic and weak life. It's obvious that God wants you with him, u are going against nature of things >>12546612
i had the strangest mots bivid dreams >>12544180
you feel very tense and sick and you can't relax >>12546760
i really am
i hope i get dxm today i cannot sleep because my bed's on nightmares
i cant be saved!! exceptby uh.. dxm christg or whatevber just shid on my stuffies >>12546871
shut up
is it weird i wanna take dxm and freeze to death
that sounds really comfortable i guess
i wanna be happy and share happy energy with everyone else
but sometimes its hard to >>12546871
hot girl in your pic im having brain zaps or something from withdrawal
i havent taken pill form in 2 weeks
only liquid cuz i, waiting for shipping
and liquid was equal to a very small amount
i stopped using liquid for 2.5 days because igs way harmful >>12546883
*shivers* just drank strawberry milk >>12546886
that's so wish-like >>12546889
i currently do not want to exist
saying i want to exist is cope and isnt helping
theres no happy thought machine converter
its all a big lie >>12546895
*pat pat* ilu wish what a world >>12546916
Yer jus a moe living in a grimdark world~ >>12546900
sick on my bed >>12546920
please manifest that my pills come today instead of tomorrow for my sake, >>12546927
Most people here probably enjoy guro.
Your fortune: Better not tell you now >>12546932
do you? >>12546935
No. Do you ? >>12546937
it's a secret >>12546940
hmm
okay you probably do
everybody knows you'd enjoy anything anyways nvm its coming tomorrow
m taking syrup soon >>12546963 >>12546895
It's like if abusing so many drugs and never leaving your house are affecting your little brain >>12546939
bro >>12547086
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,,,,,,,.
>>12547104
cheese~ you should take more drugs and cut yourself more >>12547291
i did both!
and i also got a new mic to speak words that cause you to feel [REDACTED] ...... >>12547301
if ur still breathing thats a sign u need to do more >>12547302
u wa nna kill me u monster >>12547303
btw wouldnt it be cool to have a fully loaded revolver you can play with and suck on at any time in ur room hehe Join .gg/4chan now!!! we need more clover members >>12547301
say something cool for vocaroo >>12547303
We all want that here and an angelic ritual with your blood and your body. >>12547323
ill wink for you >>12547306
yes actually ,,,
>>12547310
ew
>>12547326
i dont know who you are and ur unfunny
>>12547323
i wonder waht,,
>>12547324
id rather drink water for now,, >>12547354
say "im dumb pathetic drug addict whore and i hate the antichrits" pls >>12547361
>say "im dumb pathetic drug addict whore and i hate the antichrits" pls
i didnt know what u wanted me to sound like so
https://voca.ro/13PqX3As7SwE here u go anyway im drinking water right now i really dont wanna exist thats why ill be happy tomorrow when i get pillse
i really dont want to be anywhere
i dont even want to post anymore
but whatever >>12547371
thx i will use it for evil purposes
>>12547487
Why are you so miserable little bunny? did your whole family die in a tragic accident or something? or wtf is u problem >>12547491
i dont know all i know is that im at peace when i dont exist
im safe and comfortable
and even somewhat cheerful i want to delete wish i should sorry, bye >>12547496
That's not an answer. If no traumatic shit happened to you, then it just means that drugs fried your smol brain, and in that case, you deserve it.
>>12547502
When did you not exist when you sleep? and also, if it weren't for you posting on 4chuds, no one would probably know you existed, though.
>>12547506
not without letting me play with you first >>12547570
i have personality disorders or something
i dont know
i really want to go away
but this is probably just me being impulsive
i took a valium to calm downe
what if i really choose to stop being here though
im not sure or anywhere at all
what if i change a lot
i dont know once u learn its games
u can starve this monster resisting (life) creates suffering
dont be in the grip of the parasitic ego
let go >>12547585
>what if i really choose to stop being here though im not sure
Nothing? No one really knows, maybe it's just eternal darkness, but that will happen to us sooner or later. I really don't understand suicidal losers. Life is just the blink of an eye. It's like trying to fast-forward one second of an eternal video or something like that.
>>12547587
Maybe you just feel lonely after all, you're here talking to strangers all the time even though half of them hate you or ignore you. maybe you just cope with drugs because you know that nobody really cares about you. >>12547627
angelicdaughter
puppysnap
lolitummy
ive come to change ur mind
u can be happy
unseen consciousness tries to flood in everyday and u should let things flow
i am ur self appointed guardian angel
dont forget to consider the "angelic"
demonic is more likely the occurrence
and I love you
I love me, yes (selfishly)
I hope there's no words I've said that ticked u off
ur so pretty and cool
dont be afraid
its easy when ur with the flow of a holy timeline
ive felt a bad trip neutralize at the call of jesus
I bless this thread and u
byeee >>12547648
I want you,,,,, >>12547666
kys
>>12547634
>>12547648
i takes a nap
i dont think im hated ¿
the ratio of hate vs love makes love win
u dont wanna understand suicidal people
just let go of ur ego
also hi guardian angel thx for blessing threade >>12547696
probably true
i do hope u find some stable happy feeling and everything
ill stop giving advice, i hate doing that...
ego bad >>12547782
i wasnt even culprit haha
im so sensitive dont hurt my feelings pls haha
anyways i will survive another day
much better
its always bad until its not or something good morning >>12548175
hey >>12547782
Please remove this evil image.
Your fortune: Better not tell you now >>12545634
it's the ritalin amigo, you need to be cautious, do it for me :< >>12549111
i.. i will try..... >>12549111
it's the trips amigo update: i still feel tense and nervous nd i cant relax
10mg valium and magnesium >>12550604
you're deluding yourself >>12550607
dont w orry though cuz this will be fixed soon
ill delude Myself properly : ] >>12550607
Shuddup idiot I'm not im sorry
please forgive me
i love you
thank you >>12550610
cumme >>12550614 >>12550613
forgive you for what? you didnt do anything wrong >>12550619
should my energy be more feminine or masculine Wish? >>12550619
actually she pegged my butthole >>12550620
Sayo >>12550622
blue and grey and white? >>12550623
Yes >>12550622 (dubs!)
trans rights are human rights
Your fortune: Better not tell you now >>12550625
i wonder if i really should, i wonder, i wonder.. >>12550629
Only time will be able to tell erasure >>12550627
Yep but unfortunately people deserve more rights many more rights than just sexual and gender related ones >>12550641
you can be someone else's God if you be their every desire :3 >>12545765
Why are you even taking some of this shit? 2 different parkinsons meds, muscle relaxant, multiple serotonergic antidepressants mixed with fucking DXM and acid?
It dosent make any fucking sense, most of this shit shouldn't be mixed and practically everything has theraputic duplication.
Its like you don't even go to a doctor and are just buying random shit based on shit some retard said on bluelight and are taking it on a whim.
If someone prescribed all this shit they should be in prison this is the most retarded shit iv ever seen and you are lucky to be alive let alone not feeling tense and sick
>>12550649
ego gets inflated -> believes its God -> it destroys itself (depending on ur level of consciousness bc the ego is waiting to feel powerful nd feel like its God) -> some truth's have been hidden from the World as mercy -> this will be your punishment
its like getting a "sword" via ur delusions
if u just kind of take these ideas a nd claim them without actually knowing ur gonna ruin ur life
(it means its wrong for you atm but later on it'll be true) <- don't just believe it if u dont believe it
if you feel like you are God you wouldn't really say anything about it
two opposite truths can be true at the same time
something you will get later and another one you'll let go
copyright 2025 the mecha mind (u wanna starve it)
so u have to trust in ur own guidance what is useful or what is not
God doesn't get angry or frustrated or triggered
you start to disagree with what's happening, ur chest tightens, frustration, resistance to what's being presented to you
and if ur experiencing this suffering its just ur Ego
pandora's box has been opened
now we have to manage the fallout
its cool to be free from the burden of knowledge
im not attached to any of these ideas
each teaching is like a map but the map is not the territory its just guiding U to Where U Need to Go
Intellectual Understanding, Wisdom, Philosophy.
until U take the first Step the Map means Nothing
so when u hear some ideas that u dont get thats Ok
theres gonna be ideas that dont resonate with you at all, that's when u know they're not for you at the moment
so its this journey of taking what serves you as you go along this unique point
any idea that does not resonate with you is a distraction,,
so u find ur own way
nothing wrong with that desu
some things might be true later
bc ur always evolving into a new version of yourself
sometimes u dont want chinese food
and when u want chinese food u come back
just make sure to swallow ur food and swallow it before shoving more food in ur mouth ok? thx u so much >>12550669
the internet told me its good for me so >>12550669
don't worry though, i know what im doing
and the side effects are worth everything
this is the only way i can exist
("this isnt the only way..")
^ needs time i guess >>12550681
too many stims bro >>12550690
.. i said im in valium and magnesium and stuff not stims atm huh? in? i meant i took.. ug >>12550685
Do you even have fucking parkinsons? Is this all self prescribed?
>>12550688
Clearly not dude. You have demonstrated very clearly that you have no fucking clue about any of this shit.
I really hope this is a larp because knowing there is someone this fucking stupid out there is depressing.
Probably most of what's wrong with you is just from over medication. At least get rid of any theraputic duplication if your going to continue being retarded and taking random drugs that dont go together. just wet the bed again buy ranquilon from ru-pills and take 1-2mg per day >>12550693
the parkinson meds are for increasing dopamine
selegiline inhibits mao b and it keeps making dopamine
the other one makes dopamine also
theres nothing wrong with my stack
i have severe severe severe issues and i need things or else i wont work >>12550696
thx ill consider
im adding buspar to the list >>12550702
buy it and you'll be surprised the most important thing of all is dxm for me, if u couldnt tell,,
its a bery wonderful medicine >>12550698
Add highgrade weed to the list idiot >>12550708
wow rly
i can soon
>>12550712
dxm is enough for me >>12550694
AHAHAGGAGAGHAHHAHHA *cofcofcof* HAAAAHAHAAHAHAHAH
peepee >>12550717
don't be scared of thinking, it's wonderful i hope i get my dxm pills tomorrow s4s..
the syrup is way different bc of the other ingredients ... nd i puke from it wish is a cute bitchslut >>12550720
i have bad thinking habits without dxm
theyre very cruel and bad
i can think on dxm all i want!
cuz bad things r banned,, >>12550698
I know what they do dude. This isn't how psych meds work you dont just stack a bunch of shit that's acting on the same systems together and hope it works (-‸ლ)
Mixing this much shit together that all acts on ur dopamine levels via various mechanisms is not only pointless because some of it orobably cancels each other out but it will also be causing a lot of nasty effects, you are basically chemically inducing schizophrenia if i had to hazard a guess as to what ur mental state is like while taking all this shit. >>12550702
pls be bait >>12550738
no its all synergetic and u just have to take lower doses >>12550794
I promise that the increased side effects and risks from this unhinged "stack" far outweigh any "synergic" benifits and that you are being very stupid due to arrogance but you are probably very far divorced from reality so I'm going to just completely drop trying to discuss this and hope you figure shit out yourself.
I know I'm being harsh so id like to make it clear this is not an attack and I wish you well >>12550740
ill quit all of this one day
for now, i dont wanna randomly commit suicide and realize i overdosed 8 minutes later then snap out of it puke and repeat >>12550810
its just a few seizures and spasms dude, relax..
some cns depression, risk of death, whatever, who cares? whats up? >>12550738
boring bait next please if ur life sucks u have just been conditioned to focus on the negatives
feel bad all the time
feel stuck
all u have to do is to stop using ur senses
stop creating negative thoughts and the feedback loop of death
the moment u change ur attitude towards life
once u focus on whats good
ull be able to take ur attention away from anything wrong ,,!
focus on feeling better more often
do more things you love
things that bring you peace
the worst thing u can do is sit around and do nothing
anyway
take action
do something
enjoy life
or whatever >>12550813
Good luck dude. Try to stay alive u dont need to fight the darkness
u just need to turn on the lights >>12550829
rare wish photo wearing corset underneath pajama circa 2021 my pp got hard thinking about roast turkey >>12550835 though
i prefer having the lights off
so stay the fuck away from me and everyday
is going to be
more than okay only space ~ who would win in a fight?
*sip*
tripcodes?
or
ebola-chan?
Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!! >>12550828
buy ranquilon im suddenly so sleepy
i wanted to play bidya.. or read booke,e,,..
sleepy >>12550866
He dosent need more meds retard.
Ranquilon looks interesting though >>12550866
i will soon >>12550858
Ebolachan! >>12550723<---imposter
wormshit on dogshit on a cadaver
Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail >>12550876
my money is on tripcodes.
*sip*
Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger >>12550872
it works on a very novel pathway and would ideally reduce the amount of other random (and more dangerous) anxiety meds he takes >>12550888
Yeah that's why I'm interested in it but he'd just add it to his "stack". Its honestly a wonder he's still alive lol. >>12550891
yeah >>12544180
it ok fren!!!!!!!1 you'll be jus fine!!!
Your fortune: Average Luck >>12551131
my dxm is arriving tday my dxm is arriving within an hour
chat im so excited >>12551363
context ill never have to pay for my actions anymore >>12551370
>>12551361
>>12551363 i dont want anything >>12551452
I want poopy buttsex i lied >>12551460
how can this be ?! >>12551460
let's have poopy buttsex
Your fortune: Outlook good >>12551468
no stay away from wish pervert
https://youtu.be/hcSd885tjlY ITS HERE WOOOOOOO AAHHH hey alexa
play some music
bitch God i was cured,, allll,,,right,, >>12551429
good post.
excellent post!
Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail >>12551744
hear me out!
listen, please! >>12551765 >>12551778 man I know there's unchecked dubs in here but aint no way I'm reading through 200 posts of wishe threade :^(
Your fortune: Godly Luck just peed the bed in my skirt >>12552954
nah i did that yesterday actually https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Py
do you like french fries?
Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again >>12553341
a lot >>12553335
well do you?
https://archive.4plebs.org/s4s/thre
Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!
i love french fries >>12553347
you know what i love?
*sip*
tripcodes.
secure tripcodes.
we should have them but we don't.
and i keep asking myself why?
Your fortune: Outlook good >>12546578
wish, that is the drugs, i had the same problems for months after I stopped doing dxm, your nerves are shot and they need a significant break >>12553414
also eventually you'll start having severe panic attacks that make you feel like you're dying or losing oxygen
it is really not worth it, it fills you with a fear like nothing you've experienced before, makes you feel like you'll go crazy
you NEED to stop the dxm immediately wish >>12553421
he's been told this for years at this point >>12553424
beat me to it >>12553335
Open door. >>12553488
It 'ssnowing!!!
Pedophile Pedophile!
It's Frosty the Pedophilic Snowman! >>12553511
at this point your posts are just pathetic.
laughable and detestable.
the JTRIG/PORNOSEC manual teaches to accuse anyone deemed a credible threat as pedo.
freedom liberty and justice are not just a catch phrase and your reign of hypersexualizing and accusing everyone and everything on this board is coming to an end.
one way or the other.
consider your dirty self told.
bitch.
Your fortune: Outlook good >>12553421
i seriously dont think im capable of living without it >>12553566
sooner or later you're not gonna be able to live with it
if you dont taper off of it and ease into the pain of sobriety then its gonna be a lot harder when you overdose one day and the hospital forces you to go cold turkey
if you want to dissociate so badly then learn how to do it without the drugs, but you've probably fucked yourself up so badly that you're probably gonna dissociate all the time anyways
i'm not trying to tell you that you're evil or stupid for doing the drugs, or that tripping is inherently evil, i'm telling you from experience that the path you're running down is going to be a fate worse than death
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