[s4s] Tribune

i dont know, are you even sure they hate you? what makes you think that? probably they expected it to be different, you can just cope with the reason that they prolly made a conscious decision to make you and even if not thats not your problem, no one asks to be born you just thrown into this crap like you could not belive They probably don’t hate u you’re just having one of those episodes >>12873383
this! maybe try getting some sleep and see how you feel about it in a few days. just be extra careful, you can always ask for help here! i want to see you happy >>12873377
my mom is a narcissist, she takes all my salary and spends it however she wants. I said I was going to leave home and get married and she freaked out and started yelling at me for being ungrateful and "abandoning" her. she called me retarded when I was only 10 years old, I'll never forget that. she constantly says things like "you irritate me so much, and you're good for nothing" every time I do something that displeases her, like breathing next to her i once wrote a sort of diary entry on neocities, it contains some stories and "traumas" from last year and a bit about my childhood
https://myturn.neocities.org/ >>12873397
oh you were born into one of those situations.. how awful is that. i couldnt imagine. i really really hope you can find a way to escape that toxicity. please do yourself a favor and find a way to escape as quickly as you can and dont tell her where you are going either >>12873394
mikugirl... >>12873397
one day you will learn that your parents are not the top of the top of everything but if you depend on them you should be humble enough to make sure they dont kick you out or something idk your situation >>12873408
rapemeat... >>12873402
holy yap vro js put the fries in the bag alr

Your fortune: Better not tell you now >>12873406
i plan to run away from home when i find a place to live and become financially stable. ive been hiding money from her so she can't take it >>12873397
>she called me retarded when I was only 10 years old
And look where you are now, 9 years later a namefag on a foregone imageboard spouting off under a weeaboo moniker
Sure proved her wrong >>12873409
during one of his outbursts, my grandfather went so far as to kick me out of the house. he pointed a knife at me and said I had to leave, not just me but my grandmother and uncles too

btw btw my mother lives with my grandparents, where I live now. she's a failure if you look at it from her perspective, she spends all her money on parties and new clothes >>12873394
thank you~
you guys and wish make me truly happy ngl >>12873416
GOT EEM

Your fortune: （　´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ >>12873420
dman you gotta get out of there, dont let them guilt trip you >>12873416
from the way you said it she wasn't so clearly wrong... lole >>12873402
oh you are still so young. luckily you have a few things going for you that gives you a lot of hope even if you cant see it. this will sound weird but you are still in your unstable years. you are facing a really grim outlook unless you chase your own independence. if you dont own your own car i would honestly speed run that if you can. that way you can spend as much time away from home as you would like. >>12873426
everything's fine, ive learned to live with it since i was a kid. my grandfather has these kinds of episodes every month, so ive gotten used to it you know LMAO >>12873429
my grandmother has a car, which i drive all the time. i sometimes go out to escape the noise but it caused me so many problems due to "excessive gas consumption" that i had to stop for a while... i even thought about throwing myself off the city bridge with the car but that would be unfair to my grandmother's car >>12873408
>>12873411 (rapedubs)

Your fortune: Good Luck >>12873371
My family hates me to but they put on an act like they dont >>12873436
you don't need to punish the car too you can just exit and then do a 720 >>12873430
tough i tried to kill myself with a firearm once, but it didn't work... i had this police officer friend of my mother's who would come over to talk and have coffee. he would leave his gun on the sofa and one time i wrote a note, taped it to my chest and pointed the gun at my mouth. it was heavy or maybe i was just too weak at the time, i was like, 14 years old. for some reason, the gun didn't fire, maybe because it was out of ammunition or because the safety was on. i got so nervous that i ran to the bathroom and vomited until i passed out... it was horrible. i woke up all sweaty with a terrible headache and nausea... what madness! >>12873439
the fact that pretend everything is okay makes me sadder than actually saying why things are the way they are >>12873436
it would be unfair to yourself too! listen i know this one will be a little hard but try and not get too wrapped up into the internet either. that sort of thing can be like a vampire on your energy. luckily you seem quite resilient! in lots of ways i get the feeling that people who have experienced pain and stuff end up being more empathetic/kinder people overall. so in a way it all will work out! just hang in there! >>12873441
you are right

Your fortune: Good Luck >>12873449
Ye >>12873447
>maybe because it was out of ammunition or because the safety was on.
okay sorry but you really are retarded >>12873450
thank youu anon!!
i like the internet, don't get me wrong. i can connect with people online more than in real life >>12873455
i had never held a gun before and i only thought about the safety lock years later I hate my mom so much god she annoys me to the brim but I also love her because she cooks for me sometiems but she really devaluates me and makes me feel like shit and I hate her so much for it but I love her because she does it because she’s envious of the things I get to do at my age and she can’t and it’s okay I guess but I hate her so much likeomggggggg I hate her she is so annoying whenever I wake up she has this huge Ass chore for me and treats me like a slave but if she won’t tell me then who can she tell ofc im her only daughter I n the house we r Muslim family so woman do chore work only :3 it’s ok I guess it’s ok it’s ok everything’s pissing me off today idk why I had to rant n the freaking 4chan s4s board I’m sorry >>12873462
are you mocking me or are you just expressing exactly how i feel? omg >>12873415
this is so based, honestly this made me happy just reading it. good job!! >>12873468
>>good job!!
yayy~! >>12873460
i'd never driven a car before but i didn't leave it to the wise to tell me it needed gas to run >>12873402
Why do you write like that >>12873477
beary road tripmm >>12873481
so los blissful >>12873415
good luck, leave and dont look back >>12873479
like what? >>12873502
Do you want me to pull up excerpts from the page? >>12873508
sure >>12873424
and wish? >>12873525
yeahh wish makes me happy, i wanna to marry her someday

Your fortune: Average Luck >>12873415
Wow that's so brave that's like something out of a book >>12873523
For one you're terribly inconsistent with dotting your I's and tend to drop the apostrophe in your contractions
"im beyond cure" technically not incorrect just rather out of place
"and ik i might look like a silly"
After going out to find a third excerpt I realize mine was a rhetorical question rather than a genuine perplexity, you're just genuinely slow, young, and inexperienced which shows through in your writing and cadence
Checking my fortune to reroll my posting luck

Your fortune: （　´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ >>12873550
yeah >>12873416
well she's being sabotaged >>12873557
everyone is to blame except for me

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger >>12873550
you're right, I'm an amateur writer, but not because I'm illiterate or anything like that, I just don't know how to express myself and I try to talk about thousands of things and end up writing incorrectly without realizing it. and yeah, I've noticed that, I contradict myself quite a bit. Sometimes I think I might have bipolar disorder... mainly because of my pseudonym

Thank you for the guidance!! >>12873377
are you even sure they hate dubs?

Your fortune: Average Luck >>12873555
trips try hugging and licking them more >>12873371
you support pedophile abusers