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you ever just hide your mental illness from your friends?
i come off as the adhd retard with a thousand hobbies and no attention span in my friend group thats' always coming up with stupid shit, but really i suffer from extremely bad depression, anxiety, and panic attacks
none of them probably know how much time i spend each day thinking about suicide and death, trying to figure out what comes after, about how much time i've spent trying to piece together my traumatic experiences
to them i'm just always the guy who's carefree and thoughtless, does shit on a whim and annoys everyone

new 'toss

OPEN YOUR FUCKIN MOUTH AND SCREAM!!!!

disassociating all night what a hellish realm
obsessed and it was all a strange trance
you didnt even see me im just so nervous
selfish and naive as i waste your time
god complex i still hate my mind
now i see im one mistep from breaking
from praying to desperately selling my soul
all i do is myself and love only the high
cheap is talk, a lilin, and tending to freeze
good is eternal but bad is the only thing i feel
screaming inside since im so reckless
my love is dark and I'm so evil
i'd sell myself away just for freedom
that is to say cage me and breed me forever
i cant seem to hold onto my mind anymore
a cute little demon

Ryuichi Sakamoto

Hi!!!!!!!!!

Lobster Scrappy Doo is a meme

i just imagined a world without grilled cheese sandwich and it made me very sad